I’m sick of people telling me it’s just a “get over it” situation. Fuck you. You don’t know what it’s like in my head. Will McAvoy, The Newsroom (via ruby-moon)
dea-del-mare:

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Sometimes I want nothing more than to be loved.

But not in a “let me kiss you” way,

But more in a “stay with me, because I need you way”.

Sometimes I need more than your “I love you”.

Sometimes I need, “I need you.”

I need you to hold me.

Not because it’s our routine,

But because if you don’t,

I’m afraid the hands will pull me down under,

and I need you to anchor me.

I don’t need you to tell me “smile. It’ll get better.”

I need “go ahead and cry. It’s okay, to not be okay”

I need you to understand that more often than not, I won’t be okay.

That after 9 pm. I become I hopeless mess that will need constant reassurance that you love me, without having to ask for it

That when I say nothing wrong,

It will mean everything is.

That sometimes I will cry over nothing,

and I will cry over everything.

That even when I tell you to go away,

I will want nothing more than to have you stay.

I will need you to love me when I am unbearable.

I will need you to love me when I cannot love myself.

Indigo Storm. (via thetalkingcigarette)
30down30more:

This could not be more accurate.